{"id":188,"date":"2011-11-03T18:19:26","date_gmt":"2011-11-04T00:19:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.zullnero.com\/blah\/?p=188"},"modified":"2011-11-03T18:19:26","modified_gmt":"2011-11-04T00:19:26","slug":"addendum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zullnero.com\/blah\/archives\/188","title":{"rendered":"Addendum"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>After rereading a certain person I am acquainted with&#8217;s blog again&#8230;I realized something even more fundamental:<\/p>\n<p>That guy is apparently turned on and motivated by the process of organization.  The simplicity of a message, or the concept.  He likes a concept, a movement, to be neatly wrapped, tightly packaged, and his real interest is in that process.  He likes a movement that you can put a stamp on and say &#8220;this is what they believe!&#8221;  Then they contribute money to something by passing the offering dish around, and make people who don&#8217;t have an offering feel bad for being there.  Then they all hear that they have to support a politician, a political measure, or one specific idea. <\/p>\n<p>These sorts of &#8220;actions&#8221; have been held for many, many years.  There hasn&#8217;t been a true populist movement directed from the left since the 1930&#8217;s in this country.  When that happened, true, fundamental change happened.  Our society changed, our laws changed, our economy changed, our outlook changed.  We went from being a frontier country to being the greatest superpower in the world with those populist ideas and philosophies, no matter how conservatives attempt to rewrite history.<\/p>\n<p>What motivates me is truth.  What makes me take part in something is a feeling that me, with all my various ideas and beliefs that don&#8217;t precisely fit in any category can feel comfortable being with people that have a shared, singular ideal.  What I like is being around people who feel free to speak that truth, to believe in whatever they believe in.  Even though I don&#8217;t really want to believe in things, but rather, just know or don&#8217;t know.  But knowing that people around me feel free to be free with their ideas is what inspires and motivates me.  Tightly packaged, socially normed events don&#8217;t motivate me.  They smell of a lack of truth, a feeling that everyone has to walk one direction and do something one way.  A fear that they may be misrepresented by observers is depressing.  Everyone marching in line makes me fundamentally worried that there are people there who don&#8217;t feel free, who can&#8217;t be truthful, who can&#8217;t feel that they can speak their mind and maybe, possibly contribute to a movement or an idea with their own individual ideas.  Even if they&#8217;re bad ones, someone put thought and effort into them, and that&#8217;s a beautiful thing, because that idea may make the overall ideal stronger.<\/p>\n<p>The New Deal is like that.  It&#8217;s not one idea, neatly packaged and prepared&#8230;it was a LOT of ideas wrapped up into one.  The result of a major populist movement that started in the 19th century, and evolved to become mainstream.  It was a lot of ideas that were bound around a singular message:  &#8220;We can&#8217;t let our fellow countrymen be ground under the wheel of financial progress.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>That ideal is still alive today, and that ideal is embedded deeply within the hearts of the Occupiers.  They&#8217;re out there braving the cold to make that point.  They&#8217;re out there being arrested, being harassed, gassed, and humiliated on mass media to make that point.  You hit a very, very exposed nerve when you question their resolve and you question the support of those people.  When you &#8220;pooh pooh&#8221; them and you&#8217;re not one of them, you&#8217;re an amazing bastard.<\/p>\n<p>I like what&#8217;s in the package, the ideals that are inside the wrapping.  The wrapping is a product of fear of perception, fear of those who have a vested interest in fighting your idea with misrepresentations and lies.<\/p>\n<p>The media goes so far as to call all of them &#8220;trust fund kids&#8221; who &#8220;throw poop at each other&#8221; and &#8220;do drugs all the time&#8221;.  It&#8217;s an obvious lie&#8230;it doesn&#8217;t take a lot of effort to hire a couple people to go out to a park and put on a little show for the camera&#8230;and even if it&#8217;s valid, it&#8217;s occurrence is only in an extreme minority of situations.  But if you say it over and over and over again, eventually people begin to believe its true. <\/p>\n<p>I hate lies.  I hate it when people lie to themselves.  And I hate it when people encourage lies like that.  And when they spread those lies like &#8220;they don&#8217;t stand for anything!&#8221; &#8220;they&#8217;re all over the place!&#8221; &#8220;they&#8217;re all a bunch of thugs!&#8221;.  These are out and out lies.  I&#8217;ve been down there and I&#8217;ve seen all of it first hand.  I work 2 blocks away.  When you recycle lies over and over, they begin to become truth with a lot of people.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve watched the police lie.  I watched two policemen, last summer, shoot pistols at a guy who was lying on the ground behind a dumpster across from my house.  The official story?  The cops used a shotgun that fired beanbags, but&#8230;OOPS!  They forgot there was live ammo in that gun.  Maybe they shot that gun at him when he was running up Naito, I don&#8217;t know, but I watched them shoot handguns at a guy who was lying on the ground and was obviously not a threat.  The detective wouldn&#8217;t even knock on my door, he wouldn&#8217;t even come up and ask if I saw anything.  The entire freaking police force AND the mayor was in my neighborhood, and they all bought that lie.  The first people who responded to the shooting?  A police medic.  Put it all together in your head.  Every media organization that didn&#8217;t bother to talk to me (until a couple dropped by the next morning) didn&#8217;t even bother to interview me.  I made myself available.  I sat by my front door.  I went outside and pulled weeds, right in front of the detective that was standing right outside my door all morning.<\/p>\n<p>The point of that story?  All the cops had to do to make that lie a reality was to repeat it over and over, and let the media do the job.  Now, think about it:  How often, do you think, this really goes on?  Maybe the truth slips through once in awhile to keep us buying the line.  <\/p>\n<p>When something isn&#8217;t honest, it&#8217;s probably a lie.  That&#8217;s just how reality vs. fantasy works.  It&#8217;s the only thing in this world that is still black and white.  There&#8217;s real, and there&#8217;s fake.  Even if you think something is a shade of gray, if you break a statement down far enough, you&#8217;ll find some parts that are lies, and some that are true.  I try really hard to keep things true, and it&#8217;s hurt me a lot, personally, over the years.  I keep my feelings in the open, and when something strikes a nerve, I unload.  If you&#8217;ve ever been around me when I unload, then you know what I&#8217;m talking about.  But afterward, I feel a lot better&#8230;because if this is a person I&#8217;m unloading on, the remediation is that I&#8217;ve decided that person isn&#8217;t someone who possesses any qualities worth any respect.  It takes awhile for that respect to come back, a lot of truth wins it back. <\/p>\n<p>I wish I could just accept people as ignorant and requiring more information to make a truthful statement.  I really wish I could.  But when I feel like a person has reached a conclusion and has shut themselves off to that additional information, that&#8217;s when things get bad because I realize that someone I know and had previously respected has committed themselves to a lie and will most likely continue to push that lie around.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>After rereading a certain person I am acquainted with&#8217;s blog again&#8230;I realized something even more fundamental: That guy is apparently turned on and motivated by the process of organization. The simplicity of a message, or the concept. 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